Am Back----

After being nominated to represent my University at the Louisiana Conference School of Christian Mission, to which i accepted with much dignity, I can say a new Tracy has emerged!!

Yea so I met alot of highly status ppl over there, delegates from Liberia, India, China etc..Gosh!!so many things happened during this time!!!So many biblical studying, heated discussions!!Guess what!!!I spend alot of time with the old ppl.and boy i have learn't alot!!U know i was telling this old lady how i had developed a hatred, a hatred that was always there but had emerged poking me to take revenge against ppl who have done me wrong!!Gosh!!I know my friends have always known me as the person who doesn't give an fuck, the person who is not afraid of no one[so ture...i ain't never scared...i eh say things in private]. Its my parents who have always had a fear that i would not be able to control my anger---and i really saw that back in December 2006 when they wanted to take complete control of a situation i had gotten myself into with some Bitach[who mind u is a fucking scared cat--she eh noe how to stick to her saying--eh hide to say wat u saying honey] My Dad actually was the one who heard me telling my siblings how i would beat the bitch up so bad and go to jail for her ass knowing i had move some teeth in her mouth...

anways the lady was telling me that i shouldn't let me anger boil up inside of me. That if i had to go back behind the girl then i would be going down to her level[ and turst me u ain't woth it]. she told me the reason that my anger was boiling inside was because my parents had taken care of the situation in a more peaceful way that i would have, and that to me that wasn't enough. That i needed to go back behind the worthless bitch. She was right.

So i guess u did pray uh?Now i have decided to change my mind about persuing u. u know wat they say the old ppl are always right....and they lady spoke with wisdom...she's right...

anways, i enjoyed the conference. i will write more about it in a later entry!!i have to go lay in the tub!!am so tired

bye
t.d.a

oh i will be changing the name of my blog because u see am not the devil's advocate anymore!!!---



Tamicks she reminded me of your mom--->u should really meet her!!