Memories

This song brings so much memories!!Almost make me wanna miss my ex...but i cannot cause I love my present Bf So much---makes me forget this guy...sometimes i even forget i had an ex....

Oh gosh...my friends to gather around just to watch me dance this song...damn

Freedom to browse

When am online I browse through all kinds of webpages.I was just reading an article how some woman wanted to sue her ex husband because he was often browing her myspace. Lol!!so stupid if u wanted it private then y put it on the net!!Even if someone locks their webpage there are so many means of ways of getting past that!!

Personally if i have some webpage on the internet i expect persons to browse it!!I will not act all stuck up complaning that ppl are viweing it!so ridiculous. FREEDOM TO BROWSE.It u do not want ppl browsing ur webpage then do not create one....

THE PERSON WHO EH WANT ME BROWISNG THE NET COME AND BET ME...HAHAHA

That so funny!!

Am Back----

After being nominated to represent my University at the Louisiana Conference School of Christian Mission, to which i accepted with much dignity, I can say a new Tracy has emerged!!

Yea so I met alot of highly status ppl over there, delegates from Liberia, India, China etc..Gosh!!so many things happened during this time!!!So many biblical studying, heated discussions!!Guess what!!!I spend alot of time with the old ppl.and boy i have learn't alot!!U know i was telling this old lady how i had developed a hatred, a hatred that was always there but had emerged poking me to take revenge against ppl who have done me wrong!!Gosh!!I know my friends have always known me as the person who doesn't give an fuck, the person who is not afraid of no one[so ture...i ain't never scared...i eh say things in private]. Its my parents who have always had a fear that i would not be able to control my anger---and i really saw that back in December 2006 when they wanted to take complete control of a situation i had gotten myself into with some Bitach[who mind u is a fucking scared cat--she eh noe how to stick to her saying--eh hide to say wat u saying honey] My Dad actually was the one who heard me telling my siblings how i would beat the bitch up so bad and go to jail for her ass knowing i had move some teeth in her mouth...

anways the lady was telling me that i shouldn't let me anger boil up inside of me. That if i had to go back behind the girl then i would be going down to her level[ and turst me u ain't woth it]. she told me the reason that my anger was boiling inside was because my parents had taken care of the situation in a more peaceful way that i would have, and that to me that wasn't enough. That i needed to go back behind the worthless bitch. She was right.

So i guess u did pray uh?Now i have decided to change my mind about persuing u. u know wat they say the old ppl are always right....and they lady spoke with wisdom...she's right...

anways, i enjoyed the conference. i will write more about it in a later entry!!i have to go lay in the tub!!am so tired

bye
t.d.a

oh i will be changing the name of my blog because u see am not the devil's advocate anymore!!!---



Tamicks she reminded me of your mom--->u should really meet her!!

The Bible

This morning i decided to incoporate PROVERBS 28 into my morning prayer and even though i have read it many times i realize is actully very powerful.Now forget guys that i am the devils advocate but still wow....

Verse 1
"The wicked flee when no one pursues but the righteous are bold as a lion"

And I thought to myself thats so true. U see most ppl( lonesomepretender, i am talking to u) who tends to like trouble, who are wicked tends to go away when they are ignored. But then ppl like me...remembering ur evil doins comes back to persue u and even when u try to ignore will persue cause i ain't scared of shit...and i need to make u see that.Girl i will be ur wrost nightmare...

Right now i just need God to soften up my heart to forgive u and u better pray that happens soon!!High time someone hold ur ass and burst ur face...u slut, wanna-fit-in

sorry god!!i am sorry

---Letting u know---

To: lonesomepretender
From: The Devils Advocate

I pity u!!!In times like that i realize man r the least of my problems.
Listen!!----



U welcome
T.d.a

---Laziness--

So I promised myself that i would do some serious reading over the weekned for my classes but i have been playing lazy. All i do is sleep, wake up eat, chat online for a big and back to bed.

chupse.But my bf has just been callin.lol...like "wake up baby"..and he laughing because i always do him that and now its his turn...lol

i am trying to get use to this blogstop so i will be posting alot.

bye
t.d.a

--My new blog--

I decided to get rid of my old blog and start up a new one here.

My profile name and address has alot to do with the reasons why i setup this blog.This blog is for the pretender who has resulted in me being the devil's advocate!!!What is a devils advocate? A devil's advocate is someone who takes a position, sometimes one he or she disagrees with, for the sake of argument.

I look forward to sharing my ramblings with you in the near future...

bye
t.d.a